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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Right Here Waiting
last night, i waited for his sms starting from11 plus.. cause he say he going to cycle.. so i say i will wait.. then he also say he will sms me later.. waited for a long time.. i started sending lots of sms to him.. but he nv reply one.. till this morning around 07:07:18 am.. i smsed.. Wah.. You good.. play until forget abt me liao.. then he reply my msg at around 08:02:40am.. haha.. so detailed.. lolzz.. keep waiting up in the night.. juz to check whether he got reply anot.. so tire.. haizz.. but its a good thing tat he actually had lots of fun at the chalet.. =) this reminds me of tat song Right Here Waiting.. and i m the one waiting for his sms at home.. lolzz..

scribbled @ 8:54 AM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sunset, Sunrise and Stars
early in the morning then he went for the NPCC chalet liao.. 8 plus sia.. i miss him sia.. well.. in the afternoon.. i called him.. haha.. and his squadmates said sth.. they told me tat.. he was on the bed with 3 other girls.. wah.. then still say tat he wants to hold their hands and hug them.. nearly believe the first part.. but think again.. u think he will betray me?? of cause no.. haha.. i trust tat he wont be so heartless to do tat to me.. right?? haha.. i wish i could be there.. then i can go and see the sunset, sunrise and the night sky with him.. but happy tat he is having lots of fun over there.. =) didn't do much today.. in fact nth.. oni play piano, watch tv, use com, sleep and eat.. tats all i did today.. or mayb updating my blog bah.. and Miss him tat is.. wonder when then i can see the sunset and sunrise wif him.. including the beautiful night sky..

scribbled @ 11:41 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

Blur
haha.. today i like very blur like tat.. forgot tat we are suppose to wear hse t-shirt or pe t-shirt on friday.. wore sch uniform.. haha.. blur head.. then quickly sms him to remind him not to wear sch uni.. dun want the same mistake.. haha.. last night very tire.. he sms me at 11 plus.. then i was abt to enter my fairytale land already.. didn't manage to reply his sms.. type till halfway then enter my fairytale land liao.. sorry.. thot tat we will go to com lab again.. but so happy.. dun need to go liao.. haha.. oni go there once oni.. then dun need liao.. which means.. i can sit wif him again.. after sch.. he told me something.. scary.. haha.. then went for my chinese dance.. also very blur.. but in the end.. still get the steps right.. then when to see the npcc POP.. so many ppl sia.. tell him bye bye first bfore i go.. yeah.. then i left wif xinyi.. haha.. i juz found out tat got one couple same date as me.. haha.. so shiok.. :P he going chalet tml.. hope he hav fun there.. time for him to relax also.. hav been very stress lately.. yeah..

No matter Rain or Shine
I will be Right Here Waiting for You
I am gonna Miss You

scribbled @ 11:02 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

2nd mth anniversary
not my anniversary sia.. gonna be sick le.. and the whole body aching liao after the NAFA 5 items test.. but still manage to send him home.. though i was sleeping in the bus.. so proud of myself.. a very tiring job.. has to carry all my books and stuff.. then still hav to walk a long way till i reach the bus stop.. luckily nv faint.. haha.. headache ah.. =)

Relationship is all about trust.

scribbled @ 11:45 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Small quarrel, Sweet endings
well.. had kind of a quarrel wif him today.. then nv tok to each other for at least 20 seconds.. thot tat we are gonna be over bcoz of tat.. but luckily.. did not.. haha.. after tat.. apologise to each other.. nth happened.. haha.. had Nafa 5 items test today.. well.. i think i did quite well this year.. better than last years'.. he not happy wif his shuttle run sia.. nvm.. u can do it.. i used his money to pay for the class fund.. in the end he is broke.. haha.. had a nice time at the bus stop.. so nice.. but kind of scary.. coz got one middle-aged lady keep looking at us.. super uneasy.. lucky my bus came.. or else i duno wat will happen.. not going to write the process of the nice time here.. its a secret.. oni for my diary (book, not blog).. sorry guys.. wanna noe?? come ask me urself sia.. =)

To You*
No one can replace you in my heart.

scribbled @ 11:39 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

Racial Harmony Day
wahaha.. today celebrate racial harmony day.. hav so much fun sia.. haha.. took lots of photos with him.. wanna put in my blog leh.. shld i put?? better ask him first bah.. wait he not happy.. =) well.. got lots of photos accidentally being deleted away.. haha.. but quite happy abt it.. coz after tat.. those photos i took wif him leh.. are better than the previous one.. haha.. all thx to wenyao!! wahaha.. got lots of huiyi's photos sia.. haha.. then today.. lionel passed the 1314 stars to anni.. so sweet.. i wish i hav one too.. haha.. imppssible.. well.. kenny put his hand onto my shoulders when taking photos sia.. haha.. then i showed it to him.. hmmm.. duno wat he is thinking inside.. had lots of fun.. really.. best year i suppose.. haha..

To You*
Dont be angry sia.. Sorry.. Just playing with you only.. If you not happy then I don't put it liao..

scribbled @ 10:53 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

His Voice
i finally heard his voice sia.. though its a bit husky.. haha.. he kind of lost his voice.. and we didn't say much.. coz he say he cant tok.. oni say hi and bye like tat oni.. but i wanted to say more.. nvm.. i noe he sick.. hope he tml can go sch.. tml celebrating Racial Harmony.. and i dun wanna be upset wif anything.. i wanna take photos wif him too.. juz hope tat he will be able to go sch tml.. God bless him..

scribbled @ 8:22 PM


Back from camp
he is back from camp le.. haizz.. but he nv sms me.. reach home then bathe.. then forward to his beauty sleep.. i muz try to understand.. hmmm.. he juz return.. so very tire.. everyday wake up very early.. and sleep very late.. very tiring.. not tat he dun wanna sms me or give me a call.. nvm lar.. haizz.. later can talk to him then i happy liao.. i miss him!! i want to talk to him lar.. haizz..

scribbled @ 7:10 PM


Late Post
haha.. forgot to blog last night.. haha.. was busily watching tv and folding the stars for chenxi.. coz he wants it as bdae present sia.. so.. juz fold for him lor.. fold finish liao.. but not enough stars.. hav to buy again.. haha.. hav been practising how to fold those small and fat hearts.. haha.. i suppose only Lionel knows y i m practising folding these hearts.. haha..
well.. last night at 7 plus.. i brough my bro to toa payoh interchange.. haha.. then bring him walk around too.. went to Kiddy Palace.. then Popular bookstore.. and saw my religion friends down there buying stuff too.. haha.. nv forgot tat my maid (Yani) and my sis (TzyyLing) ask me to help them buy bread.. went to Bread Talk tat is.. haha.. after tat.. i went to Long John Silver to find Alicia Lee.. Samantha was with her too.. haha.. they were eating dinner.. juz went to take the ethnic costume.. didn't tok much.. kind of blur.. haha.. after tat.. i brought my bro to the library.. didn't noe tat he like library tat much sia.. haha.. he dun wanna leave the library.. keep looking at those comics.. but cannot find spiderman comics sia.. haha.. got batman, superman and etc.. haha.. library gonna close le.. so chase him out of the library.. haizz.. going to library makes me remember of him.. haizz.. coz we often go to the library.. i miss him.. finally he is gonna return today.. or else.. haizz.. he better not be sick sia.. coz i want him to go sch tml.. i wanna see him.. or else i going tat somewhere special again.. mayb will go alone this time.. without huiyi they all accompanying me.. haizz.. i miss him.. duno wat time they will be back in sch.. and duno wat time then he will reach home.. i can play Right Here Waiting already.. my maid say i pass the test of playing tat song.. i wanna play for him to listen tml.. he better not be sick..
Tomorrow Beatty is celebrating Racial Harmony Day.. a late one.. i will be wearing ethnic costume.. gonna take photos with him.. dun care tat is.. haha.. my 'sis' (ShuXia) wants me to take with her too.. haha.. well.. hav to continue practising folding hearts.. haha.. I miss you..

I will be right here waiting for you...

scribbled @ 9:13 AM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Right Here Waiting
wahaha.. finally play finished the whole song le.. but not really tat smooth.. hope by monday i can play alot more better than today.. later bringing my little bro to meet alicia lee.. coz she lending me her ethnic costume.. haha.. then go popular and buy chenxi's present bah.. shld start doing.. dun wanna rush through.. since so free.. then do for him first bah.. muz save up liao.. wanna buy something meaningful one for him* not chenxi hor.. haha.. abt 2 weeks time then one month le.. lolzz.. then after awhile leh.. his bdae coming le.. sure spend lots of money de.. haha.. I miss him..

Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.
Whatever it takes,
Or how my heart breaks,
I will be right here waiting for you.

scribbled @ 4:56 PM


IC
haha.. juz notice tat i nv update abt me taking my IC.. haha.. so happy! having an IC means tat i m an adult liao.. lolzz.. 15 years old.. haha.. haizz.. i miss him.. its 11 plus liao.. keep finding something to occupy my mind.. so tat i wont keep thinking of him.. Right Here Waiting i played till the second page le.. shld be able to play to him on monday.. but not really tat familiar.. in the sense tat wont play until very well yet.. haha.. I miss him lots..

scribbled @ 11:15 AM


Camp
not i in camp sia.. its he in camp.. gonna miss him.. accompany him back home to take his camping stuff after sch today.. then back to sch again tat is.. well.. kind of sweet.. wish i could stay in tat pavillion wif him forever.. though nv say much.. but.. i m happy liao.. juz sitting there.. listening to ringtones.. now reflect back.. its alright tat he cant go and eat lunch wif me.. coz i hav a nice and sweet time wif him.. and the dun care abt other things liao.. msising him now.. he says tat Right Here Waiting is the nicest ringtone in my hp.. i gonna learn how to play tat song using piano.. learning it so tat i can play for him.. hope can learn finish by monday..
alicia lee very good sia.. she lending me her malay ethnic costume.. haha.. i suppose i will wear tat on monday.. coz we celebrating Racial Harmony Day on tat day.. dont think tat he will be wearing bah.. coz he like nv go and lend any ethnic costume from anyone.. unless he has one at home.. well.. juz now had a nice chat wif huiyi on the phone.. then went to read her blog.. she ask me to read one sia.. not bad lar.. haha.. read lots of ppl's one today too.. so long nv go around reading others blog.. my parents wont be at home till sunday night sia.. haha.. gonna hav a fun time playing at home.. Huiyi rebonded her hair.. wonder how she looks like now.. haha.. cant wait to see her (also cant wait to see him).. =) then mingyu and anni hav to go for speech day thingy.. then wenyao went for her dental appointment today.. so nv go out wif them.. haha.. hopes tat everything is fine in the camp.. got lots of friends down there sia.. haha..

To You**
Miss you sia.. but I know you will be back safe and sound.. must sms me once you reach home hor.. Jia You!

scribbled @ 12:31 AM

Friday, July 22, 2005

Pink Hearts
he is off to camp today le.. juz now accompany him back home to take his camping stuff.. then back to sch again.. well.. kind of happy tat he remembers to bring the small pink heart i folded for him one.. haha.. and i nv ask him whether he got bring anot.. though i want to ask.. this shows tat he noes wat i m thinking.. haha.. and i have another one in my wallet.. tat makes 2 hearts.. had a super nice time wif him today.. though he cannot accompany me go eat lunch and though its oni for awhile.. I am gonna miss him.. and cannot forget those friends in npcc one also.. haha.. will miss everyone..

To You*
I miss you like crazy..
Love you like nuts..
Want you like nothing else..
See you like no one else..
Take care of yourself when you are in camp.. Jia You! =)

scribbled @ 2:33 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Nice to have him back
wahaha.. he is finally back to sch.. miss him sia.. well.. today kanna caught by shuqi during maths class.. then she go and tell the girls.. so embarassing.. haha.. but nvm lar.. everything will be juz fine.. hehe.. well.. ate lots of lollipop today.. 2 and a half.. weird har.. haha.. better tat u all duno.. gonna miss the ss course tat teacher.. ms.dina.. super humorous teacher..
I took my IC from the G.O. today.. haha.. so happy.. went around telling other ppl.. haha.. siao liao.. so nice lor.. haha..
volunteered for preparing the project on community service for our class.. haha.. wanna go orphanage.. but some want to go SPCA.. hmm.. will check it out abt it.. then see the votes bah.. the best is can go to both the orphanage and SPCA.. haha.. its gonna be fun.. then they all keep asking him to join the community.. aiyoyo.. i noe he super busy one.. but he joined eventually.. had a fun time during chemistry lesson.. so long nv do experiment le.. then do wif saylay.. its like so relax like tat.. haha.. but to bad for him.. haha.. coz he got to do wif aaron.. nvm.. Jia You!
tml he going to camp le.. gonna miss him lots sia.. and others who are going camp too.. my parents wont be at home from tml night till sunday night then they will return.. haha.. free sia.. dun mind ppl coming to my hse to create havoc.. haha..

To You*
I am sorry if i made you angry or disappointed.. i just telling you how i feel.. don't ignore me.. you never answer my call and never reply my sms.. tml you are going to camp le.. and i don't want things to end up like this..

scribbled @ 9:54 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Somewhere special
cried today.. early in the morning cry liao.. the tears keep flowing out sia.. cannot stop one.. then during recess.. went to make a call in the girls toilet.. also start to cry.. he noes tat i cry sia.. how come?? i also wonder y.. going camp this weekend.. gonna be strong.. my parents wont be home too..
cant wait tat sch is over.. haha.. coz wanna go somewhere special.. very nan de then can go de.. haha.. mingyu, huiyi, anni, wenyao and winnie heng accompanied me to the special place.. at first cannot so many ppl go one.. but we saw one small boy.. Daniel.. Daniel's mum isn't at home sia.. so we juz went there all together.. had fun playing wif him.. haha.. i think we are the first female friends from his sch tat went to his hse.. haha.. his mum.. which i noe seldom smile.. super long time once.. but she smile to me today.. so happy.. wondering if i m juz dreaming.. haha.. mayb her sons too naughty liao.. then has to keep worrying for them.. no time to smile.. haha.. thinking.. mayb if his mum has a daughter.. i suppose tat she will smile even more.. haha.. i dun mind making her smile sia..

To You*
Hope you will get well soon.. unable to be strong without you.. but i will try to.. for the sake of you..

scribbled @ 8:34 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Sick
not i sick ah.. its 'human torch' tat is sick.. aiyoyo.. so ke lian.. early in the morning he walk in the rain to sch.. then after school.. got tat social studies course.. then he feels very cold.. sure sick one lar.. haizz.. cant be there when he isn't feeling well.. during the ss course, he still can play wif me.. saying tat i m the ice woman.. then after the course.. still can accompany me to the bus stop.. feeling very bad now.. cant be wif him when he needs me.. haizz..
today, cant help teasing him.. coz got lots of female juniors keep toking to him today.. haha.. the additional maths hor.. the chapter on functions very nice to play wif.. haha.. so easy one.. much more easier than graphs.. then after sch.. the PA system made an announcement asking for all 3E3 students to go for the ss course.. coz we were all late.. haha.. so embarrassing.. ms.tina is our teacher.. haha.. she is a humorous teacher sia.. if mrs.tan could be like her.. mayb everyone will juz love her lessons.. haha.. oh yeah.. shuqi and meryl didn't go to sch today sia.. take care.. Good Luck for those taking D&T test tml..

To You*
If I planted a flower each time I thought of you, my garden would bloom forever.. Hope that you will be alright by tomorrow.. I don't mind being ice woman or dreamer princess, only if you can get well..

scribbled @ 9:28 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

Jealousy fills the air
haha.. today duno y.. keep jealousing.. then being forced by him to say y i m jealous.. haha.. i duno how to make him happy sia.. can someone out there help me?? HELP!! i really need help.. i scold u coz i care for u.. i poke u coz i wanna see ur smile.. if u dun like.. then.. i will think of something else?? today got the first heart.. muz keep it nicely.. haha.. when i woke up from my beautiful nap.. then was thinking of him.. wah.. then scary.. i receive his sms.. so pro hor.. haha.. i abit siao liao..

scribbled @ 9:54 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Headache
my head super pain now.. super troubled.. though he ask me not to.. and he not blaming me.. therefore dun blame myself too.. but.. haizz.. dun say abt it.. i already feel like breaking down.. i juz hope tat everything will be alright.. not feeling tat well today.. hope will be alright tml.. duno wat to write also.. i kind of shock when i heard of sth today.. tats a secret.. thx for all those friends who were there to listen to my troubles..

Sometimes being ignorant isn't that bad too..

To You**
You will be able to overcome everything.. when you found out the truth for something.. not np thingy.. i don't know what will happened.. Don't ask me about this.. i can't say anything.. but this may help you through your difficulties.. Sorry for unable to help you in any way.. Sorry..

scribbled @ 5:00 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Troubled
well.. kind of trouble today.. though not directly connect to me.. but its still somehow connected to me.. haizz.. yesterday was still super fine.. haizz.. nearly cry today bcoz of this.. haizz.. real scare.. but i m sure he will be able to solve this problem without me worrying.. i hav confidence in him.. but will feel scare also one.. very normal right?? haizz.. the world wont be able to change wat we are now.. i m sure the world will help us.. really wish tat i can do something to help him.. kind of happy tat he tell me abt it eventually..
well.. me, hsun and huiyi went to send winnie.w to the airport today.. chat alot.. its been a long time since we really hav this kind of nice chat.. tok abt those bgf thingy.. haha.. say till so funny.. cant stop laughing.. after winnie check in.. we went to see aeroplanes.. haha.. then we tok abt jasmine ong.. say abt how much we dislike her.. say until kind of unhappy.. haizz.. sad.. muz wait till december then can see winnie again.. will miss her one.. Jia You for her.. and for everyone out there..

To You**
I have 100% confidence and faith in you.. I am sure you can overcome all this difficulties.. The world wont change what we are now.. but will only help us to be even better.. I will always be there for you whenever you need me.. Need a listening ear?? I will lend you mine.. Need a hug?? I will hug you tight.. Don't worry.. I wont leave you alone..

scribbled @ 11:21 PM


15th July 2005
last night slept at 8 plus.. and woke up at 7 plus this morning.. haha.. super hor.. this shows how tire i m for the past few days.. sis juz scolded me for using my bro's time to use the com.. haha.. then i reply.. duno who is it was playing the com last night using my time.. haha.. then she got nth to say.. nany nany poo poo.. yesterday.. hmmm.. after sch leh.. our group go and improve on our physics project and lend from mr. desmond chan his home room.. haha.. in between.. me accompany mingyu to go and find lots of ppl.. haha.. then we saw npcc cadets.. and i ask him to go to mr.chan's home room.. do project.. wahaha.. huiyi and jasmine left the room, leaving him all alone.. haha.. well.. Meryl is feeling tat good sia.. duno wat happened to her.. she nv tell me.. hope she will be fine asap.. after handing in our project.. i went to marine parade alone.. haha.. saw damn lots of ppl i noe on the way there.. haha.. going there alone isnt tat bad also.. coz the super sweet feeling.. haha.. go there for nth.. then take the bus back to tpy central again.. still having the super sweet feeling on the way back.. then went home..
Upon reaching serangoon bus interchange, i saw hsunhao and huimian waiting for debra.. but huimian left first coz the bus 105 came.. and hsun is taking the mrt.. not bus.. haha.. accompany him to wait for debra.. then we tok abt wat happened.. haha.. he kind of slow.. lolzz.. nv send him to the mrt station of coz.. its kind of far.. haha.. last night at 11 plus.. called him.. kind of feel guilty sia.. forgot to say good night and sweet dreams.. wah.. then sms him.. duno he got receive it anot.. aiyoyo.. he still not awake yet.. its already 9 plus le!! haha..

To You**
Its not tat i dun trust u like i trusted gary like tat.. its tat jealousy working inside me.. i m sorry..

scribbled @ 8:44 AM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Back!!
wahaha.. back to blogging mood liao.. so happy now.. my nafa 2.4 km run at least will get a 'C'.. wat does this means?? this means i will hav a high chance of getting a gold this year.. wahaha.. and then tml no cca.. wahaha.. can go out sia.. after a week of hard work.. finally.. woohoo!! haha.. winnie wijaya is back again.. but then flying off back to perth this saturday.. dun think hav the time to go out wif her.. also not sure.. haha.. today do project till very late sia.. 7 plus then reach home.. still need to carry tat whole lot of books home.. had a nice chat wif winnie.. lots of things happened.. not oni in sch.. but wif her too.. opps.. cant tell.. haha.. i suppose tat tml is gonna be a nice day.. a fine and sunny day.. haha..

scribbled @ 10:07 PM


Super Duper Tire
last night 12 plus then sleep.. then today early morning at 6 plus wake up liao.. then still need to rush through my homework.. and then carry lots of things to sch.. lucky got him to help me.. or else.. haizz.. duno wat will happen to me.. be back later...

scribbled @ 7:51 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Busy
today is a super busy day.. firstly.. hav to rush all the homeworks.. duno got wat.. but feel like there is lots of homework.. and then.. got cross country.. muz run.. lolzz.. very late then go home.. coz.. the girls chatting wif gary's mum.. then me and gor sitting aside toking.. lolzz.. very happy today.. coz i win her during the cross country.. someone i dislike.. go and anyhow tell others.. stupid.. wahaha.. i win her by 2 position.. so proud of myself.. lolzz.. its gonna be a busy night.. Jia You!!

scribbled @ 9:44 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

All alone
this sat he cant go out wif me.. haizz.. then next friday to sunday.. he going camp.. then next next friday to sunday he going chalet.. real sad.. cant go out together.. cant see him.. everything also cannot.. feel like crying.. all alone..

scribbled @ 8:00 PM


Tired..
last night creating the post halfway then my dad scolding us.. want me to off the computer.. therefore unable to continue my post.. haha.. did study for ss last night.. but today still duno how to do.. used to it liao.. oni feel sad.. coz got study still duno how to do.. haizz.. well.. i today weird weird de.. early in the morning very quiet le.. but quite proud of myself during the art lesson today.. haha.. coz did manage to draw something.. and to me its quite nice.. haha.. draw 2 for him too.. tat makes a total of 3 hearts.. lolzz.. unable to do wif them the physics project in sch today.. coz hav to rush home to practise for my organ lesson.. sian.. super tire sia.. Jia You!

Trust
Faith
Confidence
Love

*I Love You*

scribbled @ 6:22 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

Linear Graph Test
today hav test.. i think this is the worst test i hav ever done.. i swear this time muz be the first and the last maths failing test i will ever take..

scribbled @ 7:34 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Web-cam and Mic
wahaha.. had a fun time playing wif my new web-cam and mic.. haha.. he can look at me sia.. but i cant see him.. sad.. haha.. wonder y we juz cant connect the audio thingy.. i can tok to others.. except for him.. haizz.. was doing meryl's present.. duno how to do.. haha.. wait tml unable to give her then shuqi is gonna kill me.. haha.. nv do any homework.. also duno muz do wat.. haha.. tml afternoon then stay back and do bah.. tml got A Maths test.. jia you le.. haha.. i sure die.. :) keep smiling today.. duno y.. happy bah.. haha.. as long as he happy i also happy... haha.. Jia You!!

Close your eyes and wish upon the brightest star,
Cause when you dream,
It doesn't matter where you are,
Near to me or very far,
I'll always be with you,
And you will always be in my heart.

scribbled @ 9:59 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Marine Parade
wahaha.. saw lots of ppl at the toa payoh interchange there.. haha.. good or bad?? after tat, went shopping.. had a great time there.. haha.. anni was there also.. eating.. and to think tat i nv see her.. haha.. bought lots of things at the popular.. so guai hor.. haha.. after tat meet anni at the bus stop.. then she went to my hse.. haha.. she brought her hamsters too.. haha.. i juz notice tat the post i sent yesterday was damn short.. haha.. had moodswing yesterday.. haha.. i did not poke him the whole day long lor.. i m innocent.. since your waist hurts.. u want me to help u massage?? make sure u will cry.. nany nany poo poo.. :P haha.. To all the guys out there who took A Maths re-assessment.. all of u will pass the test.. hav faith in urself.. i hav lots in u guys.. Jia You!

Everything I do,
I do it for you. :)

scribbled @ 6:10 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

Moodswing
today hav moodswing sia.. thinking y moodswing on such a good day.. didn't tok much to him today.. kind of.. tats wat i think.. haizz.. no mood..

scribbled @ 7:38 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

100th day anniversary
today its the 100th day.. haha.. no one noes abt it.. except.. haha.. well.. he accompany me to the bus-stop again today.. wahaha.. happy.. wenyao, huiyi, mingyu, ahlay, hsunhao and gary came to my hse.. haha.. at first they came to my hse to do project.. in the end we started chatting lots of things.. got happy things and also sad things.. duno wat happened to him.. he was still ok when he was in sch.. juz bfore he told me he was troubled.. hope he is ok.. hope tat i can do anything to help him.. feel so useless.. haizz..

scribbled @ 7:44 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Sensitive
today i think i over sensitive le.. bcoz of tat thingy then i started crying in sch.. i cried after toking to mr. desmond chan.. and so funny.. he thot tat it was him who made me cry.. sorry for making u worry.. i m fine now.. he sent me to the bus-stop today.. haha.. kind of happy.. coz he like nv send me bfore..
Sarang Haeyo

scribbled @ 7:00 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Surprise
Today i got my surprise from him.. wahaha.. very happy.. did guess whether its tat anot.. coz last time saw him looking at it and wondering wat he's thinking.. haha.. alicia very happy also.. coz she guessed it correctly.. funny.. great mind things alike (his and gary's).. both bought the same thing.. haha.. so ke ai.. well.. told him wat Sarang Haeyo means today.. well.. haha.. duno.. very happy lar.. but now.. something is bothering me.. and i feel tat its kind of silly.. but.. duno.. juz suddenly feel very low.. then.. duno shld tell him anot.. how?? haizz.. "Sometimes i wonder.. if you still.." i think i make this kind of clear liao.. brooding over it now.. stupid me.. anyway.. i juz hav another god-sister in sch.. my junior sia.. haha.. a great junior of mine..
I love the surprise u gave to me.. coz it brought me so much happiness.. thx.. :) feel kind of guilty.. coz i nv buy anything for him.. and he like gave me so many things liao.. wah.. how?? very stress also sia.. so much homework to do.. then i still feel like blogging.. want to say everything out through blogging.. coz.. lots of things are secret.. but.. duno i can still keep it for how long.. Jia You bah.. to everyone out there to.. he really can sense tat i m not ok.. touched..

scribbled @ 10:53 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

K Box
wahaha.. today went out wif winnie.w, huiyi, wenyao, mingyu, anni, aya, ngaiming, gary, sk, lionel and yulin to cineleisure.. first.. i waited at the red circle (toa payoh interchange) for abt 1 and a half hour for everyone to reach there.. leg pain.. then we went to see the time slot for War of the Worlds.. its full sia.. oni left 4.40pm one tat has enough seats for so many ppl.. but too late le.. mingyu and anni cant make it.. so.. we nv watch the movie.. then we went to eat lunch.. after eating lunch, we went to K Box.. wahaha.. had a nice time singing and shouting wif them.. sing until abt 9pm then went home.. coz still got lots of homework not done yet.. haha.. wah.. he got secret admirer sia.. haha.. juz jkjk.. not secret admirer lar.. haha.. juz teasing him.. :P Nany nany poo poo.. wahaha.. Sarang Heyo!!

scribbled @ 10:04 PM


Sad morning
Last night had a scary dream.. haha.. but funny.. got a happy ending.. but it has nth to do wif him.. haha.. didn't hav a nice sleep.. my dreams these few days.. seems to be telling me how will i be feeling for tat day.. weird.. sad morning sia.. early in the morning he say he cant watch wif me.. then.. last night alicia lee still so excited abt watching the movie.. meryl also.. meryl say tat he will be able to watch wif me.. but i wonder how she guessed it correctly tat i m directing to him.. hope i will be able to enjoy the show throughout.. or else the movie will be meaningless to watch.. Jia You to me le...

scribbled @ 10:15 AM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Out with Winnie Wijaya
today mingyu, huiyi, wenyao and winnie came to my hse.. haha.. its abt one month plus since we last saw winnie.. haha.. she's going back next sunday.. will try to spend as much time wif her.. they chat wif hsun together in my hse today.. after tat.. we went to plaza singapura to take neoprints.. haha.. mingyu and wenyao both rushing home sia.. then winnie has to buy something for her ******.. haha.. we walked for quite a long time.. didn't tok much to them.. coz very tire sia.. then thinking of him too.. =) they all thot tat something is wrong wif me.. i m fine dears.. haha.. tml they all gonna watch War of the Worlds.. haha.. duno whether gor can go anot.. hope he can.. or else there is gonna be one guy wif us oni.. haha.. dun really noe tat person.. gor closer.. haha.. he gave me one clue abt the surprise thingy.. he said tat its sth small.. abt half the size of my palm.. haha.. i ask lots of ppl.. in the end.. all say keychain.. haha.. so got mo qi.. duno.. once i noe the surprise liao then will blog again.. haha.. Jia You!

scribbled @ 8:30 PM


Sleepy
last night chat wif alicia lee till one plus in the morning.. haha.. very tire now.. we had a nice long chat.. telling each other our secrets.. get to noe her better after this conversation.. well.. gor say he has a surprise for me.. muz wait till we see each other then i will get my surprise.. very eager to see him.. hope can meet him somewhere this afternoon.. keep thinking abt it last night.. woke up at 6 plus this morning.. called him bfore he goes to church.. haha.. thinking of him.. alicia was guessing wat the surprise will be.. haha.. so funny.. had a fun time.. hope he hav fun at church too..
winnie they all later coming to my hse.. but wat time?? not confirm yet.. everytime like this one sia.. wait go out till very late.. haha.. hsun wasnt in good mood last night sia.. dun need to say sorry to me one.. its very normal to show others attitude when u r not in good mood.. =) dun be like this anymore.. come my hse later.. i teach u piano.. confirm ur mood will change.. haha..

To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But me, I will change your world if you really want to be happy. ~Princess~

scribbled @ 8:43 AM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Dreams
Last night.. i had a wonderful dream.. haha.. woke up at 6 plus bcoz of the dream.. and smiling to myself.. sounds so silly.. haha.. smsed him to tell him tat.. so crazy.. haha.. then today went to bought Meryl's present.. haha.. expensive!! i m broke!! haha.. spent abt one hour plus finishing it wif shuqi, matthew and chonghua.. haha.. chonghua juz come and play.. then do abit.. thought gor gor how to play Yu Jian today.. he played till so funny.. haha.. nvm.. dun mind teaching him.. tat is if he wanna learn lar.. haha.. if he wants to teach me guitar i also dun mind.. lolzz.. surprised tat he still remember those sms i sent him yesterday.. haizz.. i dun wanna noe the answer.. tats for u to think abt it oni.. not for me to noe.. well.. had a fun time wif them today.. winnie is back le.. last night chat wif him on the phone.. after tat then chat wif gor on the phone.. haha.. dad was nagging at me.. haha.. i really love the dream last night.. much more better than the day bfore one.. where i cried until like siao za bo like tat.. haha.. well.. this suits my name.. the Dreamer Princess!! haha..

scribbled @ 4:33 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

Upset
today is our school's cross country.. woke up early in the morning at 4.30 am crying bcoz of a bad dream.. then after tat.. when on the way to meet wy they all.. huiyi call to ask me whether i got bring number tag and safety pins anot.. i totally forgot to pack tat in.. and i duno wat to do.. in the end.. anni accompany me to go and take taxi back home and then to macritchie reservoir.. so rush.. this is my first time running cross country.. last year did not run bcoz hav duty.. this year he purposely did not run bcoz this year he has to run 4.8km.. haizz..
i was damn upset after the cross country was over.. well.. those ppl wif me all along will noe wat happened lar.. i keep crying.. after eat finish also cry.. on the way to popular also cry.. while waiting for them outside the popular also cry.. on the way to bus stop also cry.. in the bus on the way home also cry.. sitting in front of the computer also cry.. then cannot take it anymore.. i went to the toilet to cry my heart out.. going to take a nap tat time also cry.. wake up le also cry.. tok to him also cry.. haizz.. i m really very upset this time.. he himself noes y.. coz i told him.. i told him everything i want to say.. chonghua was consoling me.. thinking of wat he says yesterday.. if tat really comes true.. i duno wat will bcome of me also.. lots of ppl saw me cry today.. its gonna be big news.. saying tat i m very upset today.. guess lots of ppl will ask me tonight.. wat happened to me.. haizz..
dun wanna blog actually.. but came into the blogger website.. then got so many things to say.. crazy me..

scribbled @ 6:11 PM