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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Die liao
today the principal noe abt those stuff le.. haha.. i wont die bah.. but scare my dad will scold.. mum ok liao.. ms.tan came to my hse to tok to my mum juz now.. benson was right.. ms.tan is a very good teacher.. chat lots wif her today.. understand lots of things.. i muz firstly thx benson, jerome, shuqi and meryl.. for supporting me all the way.. i really appreciate it lots.. very tire now.. headache and my eyes quite pain.. got to study liao.. bye!

scribbled @ 9:46 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Matt's Birthday
Happy Birthday to You!! haha.. today had a 'surprise' birthday celebration.. at first its a secret one.. but duno how come he will find out.. there were water bombs sia.. haha.. lucky nv hit me.. coz i was at the cake there.. on the cake.. it wrote.. Knight & Princess.. omg.. haha.. then they gave me a super big piece.. had difficulty in eating it.. haha.. eat for a long time.. shld go on diet le.. jian fei! haha.. i wasn't really forced to do sth.. but he is.. so embarrassing lor.. though i oni sit there.. aiyaya.. i made huiyi waited for me for a super long time.. so sorry.. sorry to let u wait for so long.. sorry.. today's chinese test made me feel like sleeping.. so many long passages.. me now hav fear upon seeing ms.tan.. haizz.. i also duno y.. now much concentrate on revising my work.. jia you to everyone too..

scribbled @ 6:50 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Jasmine's Bdae
wahaha.. its 12 am in the morning liao.. so.. Happy Birthday to you Jas.. thx for the treat to Sakae and Kbox.. at first.. there were me, jasmine, huiyi, winnie.heng, wenyao, anni, gary, yulin, jerome and ngaiming.. eating sakae oni.. then after tat.. wenyao and anni left us.. and we went to kbox.. it was nice singing.. winnie's voice damn powerful lor.. had fun there though did not manage to sing all those songs i have chosen.. had a fight there.. so scary.. but its fine now.. haha.. sang wu ding.. they all make me until very sad.. but they duno lar.. did cry.. coz remember of my first ex.. duno y.. shld be bcoz tat song is the song i sing wif him everytime.. but oni for awhile.. they nv see me cry lar.. i take it as nth has happened.. juz sudden attack.. i love my current one.. and i m lucky enough to hav him by my side always.. no guys can overtake him.. didn't hav my dinner till 9 plus going 10 then i eat.. very hungry ah.. lucky nv faint.. haha.. today saw one pic.. super jealous lor.. haha.. not going to say wat pic.. got lots of ppl said tat my dp very nice.. was taken yesterday morning.. haha.. so happy when ppl say nice.. haha..

and yeah.. last night junyang and xinhui came to our sch for the cluster sch singing competition organised in our sch.. so shuai and so chio.. omg.. got lots of their photos.. alot of shouting was done and heard.. haha.. tat shows me wat real concert is like.. and wat does fans do.. haha.. my mum was right abt me going.. its a rare opportunity.. and i did learn sth..

matt's bdae coming le.. and i still duno wat to buy for him.. no money somemore.. haizz.. so guilty.. muz give him late one.. so bad of me.. muz buy him one big big one.. then i wont feel so guilty.. i still lots of ppl their presents.. going broke le.. shuqi and meryl i also haven buy.. then jasmine's one.. coz she treat us mah.. muz buy for her.. then still got who?? yeah.. mingrong.. haha.. i think still got lots.. oni i hav forgotten who liao.. haha..

i m sending lots of songs now.. and then ppl sending me also.. haha.. suddenly got so many songs.. so shuang.. haha.. well.. having class tml.. got to sleep early.. nitez guys.. haha..

scribbled @ 12:02 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Man and Woman
found this interesting stuff over here.. wanna share it wif my friends.. though its kind of lame..

Men & Women
~~~~~~~~~
WOMAN has MAN in it.
SHE has HE in it.
Mrs. has Mr. in it.
LADY has LAD in it.
MISTERESS has MISTER in it.
MADAM has ADAM in it.
HOSTESS has HOST in it.
FEMALE has MALE in it and so on the list is never ending
SO NO need to be proud.. Girls
YOU are always incomplete without Boys..

haha.. but they dun hav Boys in Girls.. nany nany poo poo.. Miss also dun hav Mr in it.. so incomplete one.. haha.. then we can be proud le lor.. =P

scribbled @ 6:09 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Chinese Oral
wahaha.. so happy today.. chinese oral.. mdm.tan.. she so nice.. she asked me whether i am a taiwanese or not.. i m not!! wahaha.. then she said tat my voice very sweet.. i so happy.. she made my day wonderful.. haha.. thot i lost my keys today.. in the end.. i found a big hole at in my bag tat pocket.. haizz.. sad.. tml we hav chemistry test.. then friday got physics formula test.. aiyaya.. monday got a maths test.. so many test!! haha.. today mrs.how come and tok to me.. had a nice chat wif her.. =) today cherene cried again.. lin jing not happy bcoz she missed her family too much.. understandable.. its not tat she is venting her unhappiness on cherene.. she has her own reasons.. but cannot blame cherene also.. she is borned to be like this.. if wanna change.. will take a long time to change.. give her more time.. she is changing.. did chat wif her bfore.. abt her results.. she can really talk well.. non-stop somemore.. she hav no problem telling me her troubles.. give her more time then can le.. well.. i will stop here.. gonna study.. jia you everyone! =)

scribbled @ 7:09 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

aiyaya
i m a super timid girl.. oni noe how to reply duno when i m stuck in a situation.. haizz.. today shuqi said tat my eyes very big.. wahaha.. so happy.. art lesson today was a boring one.. then chinese lesson leh.. did the Bao Zhang Du Hou Gan.. not enough time to write finish.. sad.. remember the format.. but dun hav enough time to use finish it.. my combine humans failed again.. really feel the pressure.. to me.. everyone and everything is giving me pressure now.. cried again.. keep having moodswings also.. having lots of test this week.. the amount of books in my hands are getting more and more.. heavier and heavier.. its doesn't really matter how big or small my bag is.. its juz getting heavier everyday.. sometimes find it hard to find a bag to put all my stuff.. my maid was also saying tat my books are getting more and more.. she also very poor thing.. haizz..tml oral.. chinese oral.. duno can pass mah.. kind of afraid.. duno y.. was finding a christian name.. he gave me Sara.. means Princess.. haha.. mayb i will use the name bah.. actually its to give ppl who i duno.. coz these few days keep got ppl tat i duno one adding me in msn.. then keep asking my name.. duno wat to give.. so ask him to give me one name.. yeah.. haha.. Sara Ng?? nice?? haha.. going crazy le.. abit addicted to doing organ theory.. keep doing and doing.. kind of fun.. but then got lots duno how to do.. planning to buy grade one de.. coz wanna recap wat i had learn bfore.. forgot liao.. yeah.. haha.. tats all i will write.. gonna study.. jia you orh.. everyone..

scribbled @ 9:53 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Duno..
haha.. duno wat to put as title.. so abit special.. went out wif him today.. mummy not surprise abt it.. haha.. she say i still a small girl.. haha.. mayb.. at first wanna study.. but then suddenly got shopping mood.. haha.. but nv shop lar.. still got study.. haha.. read finished my walkabout book.. so happy.. ready for monday's reading test le bah.. haha.. saw 3 assessment books today.. asking my mum to buy it for me.. she agreed to bring us to the popular tml.. then i can buy.. really muz study le.. cannot lose focus.. found this poem?? haha.. duno.. finds it interesting.. but also dun really noe wat it means.. haha.. can anyone explain it to me??

Wanting to love you dearly day by day,
Wanting to love you forever,
In having grown through the years,
When your talent can be discovered.
Wanting to hold you day by day,
Wanting to hold you forever and ever,
You said that there should be a goal,
Inspite of it, I'd do my best to accomplish it.

chim hor.. haha.. nvm.. someday i will understand one..

scribbled @ 11:07 PM


Batik Draft
nth much happened.. i finished drawing my batik draft finally.. at first going to give up liao.. but mr.quek came and counsel me.. yeah.. finally.. going to trace finish liao.. then i suppose on monday i can wax it.. quite tiring... shuqi done finished hers le.. so nice.. colours all blend till very balance.. haha.. jia you!

scribbled @ 9:23 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Secret Out
haizz.. my dad saw me and him together today.. haizz.. then he said tat i shld concentrate on my studies now.. sometimes i feel tat staying at home have lots of pressure.. haizz.. duno lar.. i oni noe.. i hav shifted most of my attention to study.. and i feel kind of bad.. duno y.. like i nv care abt him tat much anymore.. i duno how to balance it.. sian.. muz study real hard.. next week hav lots of test sia.. and then today got back the chi class test.. so happy.. coz i passed it.. yeah.. very sleepy today.. really very tire.. went home quite early.. now doing batik.. finally draw finished my batik draft.. so happy.. haha.. wont hav time to blog everyday liao.. muz do homework and revision.. jia you!

scribbled @ 7:31 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

English Oral Examination
the sec 3s express had their english oral examination.. which includes me too.. haha.. well.. my teacher was Mr. Terrence Tan (duno how to spell).. they all say tat he is a very lenient teacher.. very good one.. hope so bah.. haha.. was stammering when reading the passage..
Ms.Loo not here today sia.. i did my compo and in the end she nv come.. sian.. haha.. winnie heng return me my bag which was given to me long ago from mingyu's second sis.. nv use it bfore.. in fact.. i have nv touch it bfore.. but when she return me today.. i found out tat its spoilt already.. haha.. kind of unhappy wif the fact tat it's spoilt when i have nv use it bfore.. i didn't show it out sia.. lots of ppl were asking how come i nv ask her to buy another one for me.. when i tell winnie tat the bag spoilt liao.. she keep apologising sia.. then i nv look into tat matter anymore.. matt says tat i too naive liao.. mayb.. duno.. when i reached home.. i was complaining abt me nv even use it bfore.. haha.. funny.. my poor family members hav to listen to my complaints..
we were toking abt something sensitive today.. haha.. kind of interesting.. FK.. haha.. noe wat tat is?? dun tell u.. haha.. they nv tell me more detailed one.. made me so curious.. haha.. nv try bfore.. today maths lesson.. do until the head very big ah.. haha.. juz now did try some questions.. stuck.. duno how to do le..
and yeah.. one more thing to complain.. haha.. today.. we have a lunch break for 1 and a half hour break.. we went out to eat.. went to the first coffee shop outside the sch.. ok.. the vegetarian stall not open.. we walked further down to the second coffee shop.. not open too.. haizz.. still have one last hope.. the coffee shop inside the factory.. but then.. my hope is shattered into pieces when we reached there.. its so dark.. so little stalls opened.. and not even one stall sells vegetarian food.. haizz.. i starve nvm.. but made my other 4 sisters suffer too.. in the end.. we still walk back to sch to hav our lunch.. sian.. i want to complain!! haha..

scribbled @ 9:22 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Hand Foot Mouth Disease
forgot to write abt this when i write tat acid post.. well.. my bro so suay.. kanna hand foot mouth disease.. took 2 injections sia.. lucky i nv share food wif him.. coz my sis share food wif him.. now got fever.. and then if i share wif him.. most probably matt will kana too.. haha.. huiyi have been very caring.. trying to keep me in a positive attitude.. thx sis..

scribbled @ 6:57 PM


Acid
haizz.. sad.. my body cant take in the medicine and the injection doctor gave me.. all no result.. no improvement at all.. the doc was shaking head.. though he tried to be humorous.. he apply acids onto my face.. totally lose hope.. he lied to me too.. saying tat it wont be painful.. oni when applying the acids then will be painful.. but the peeling process is even painful than applying acids tat time.. but thx to him.. or else i wont have the courage to try.. tml hav oral.. and my skin will be peeled off at the same time.. so disgusting.. forgot to take mc from the doc lar.. haizz.. so forgetful of me..

scribbled @ 3:27 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Moodswing
haizz.. juz feel tat this few days my mood hav been swinging vigorously.. suddenly happy.. suddenly sad.. now.. duno wat i m feeling.. duno how to express.. disappointed.. sad.. lost hope.. feel that everything is gone now.. keep wanting to sleep.. but couldnt.. it seems like lots of things hav happen like tat.. not in the mood to do anything.. juz feel like crying.. also duno wat happen to me..

scribbled @ 11:18 PM


Bad
not feeling tat well.. feel like vomiting.. and hav some difficulties in breathing.. haizz.. duno y.. today went to the library.. and study for e maths.. trigo.. haha.. sin rule.. still ok lar.. shld be able to do.. after went to the mac near the library.. when leaving.. its raining sia.. not really tat heavy.. keep listening to the song Waiting by Boa.. listen and listen.. till i feel quite afraid.. and i noe wat i m fearing.. oni i nv show it out infront of everyone.. haizz.. hope it will nv happen.. i wanna find the piano score for this song.. coz its really nice.. worth listening.. sent to lots of ppl le.. duno wat to write.. not feeling well.. mayb sick le.. haizz.. will be alright! jia you!

scribbled @ 10:28 PM


Eerie
last night i saw a dead mouse on the road near my hse.. blood splatter everywhere.. so.. omg.. then.. was toking to him on the phone.. suddenly cant hear his voice.. but i heard another girl's voice.. i immediately hang up the phone.. then quickly call him back again.. duno wat happened.. so eerie one.. yuck.. and then.. this morning juz heard from my friend tat yesterday a woman's head was found at Orchard Mrt.. so scary.. hair standing liao.. eeek!! haha.. wat has the world bcome lar??

scribbled @ 9:56 AM

Friday, September 09, 2005

Patience
i really have lots of patience sia.. waited for someone for 3 and a half hours.. haha.. good.. can test my patience.. now i understand wat my mum means liao.. haha.. got geo remedial lesson today.. so fast ended liao.. cannot spend more time wif him.. sad.. haizz. then after his np.. me him and huiyi went to koufu to eat.. yummy.. fishballs!! my fav!! haha.. after eating.. we went to library to study.. but matt went for awhile oni.. coz he has tuition.. and his mum wants him to go back.. can understand.. after doing for awhile.. jeremy came and join us.. funny sia.. haha.. keep bullying me.. duno y.. aiyoyo.. his hp got lots of nice ringtones sia.. can ask him to send u guys.. haha.. got one guy who i duno.. keep pestering me.. wonder how he got my hp number.. coz my profile at the website were deleted away by me long time ago le.. keep calling me pretti.. so disgusting.. in the end huiyi help me to tok to him.. haha.. gogogo!! haha.. feeling so tire now.. later still muz go out.. finally chris can see my new hairstyle le.. haha.. the injection like not much use like tat.. coz still got lots of pimples.. tml got an appointment wif doctor.. duno can go out wif him anot.. haizz.. i noe he is sad.. haizz.. i sad too.. feel really bad.. will try to meet him.. for awhile also can..

scribbled @ 6:43 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Doctor!!
wahaha.. today got maths lesson.. my fav subject.. well.. almost all of us doesn't noe tat we got a maths homework.. kind of shock.. i think mrs. samsol is already used to it le.. sad.. well.. my bro sick sia.. since yesterday.. then went to see the doctor.. kind of excited.. coz i was suppose to take blood test.. nv take bfore.. so very excited.. waited for a very long time then reach my turn.. getting more and more impatient as the time goes by.. but then in the end also nv take.. but i took another.. i want to take one.. haha.. see wats the result.. i suppose u all will be able to see it on monday.. yeah.. haha.. lucky oni one injection.. coz one is already painful enough le.. my bro so poor thing.. needs to take 2 injections.. wahaha.. take already.. a bit better.. but then he purposely vomit out those medicine he had drunk.. so naughty.. to me he is purposely one lar.. then today actually accompany huiyi go see yhihhuua.. coz she's in hospital.. she discharging today.. then bcoz i need to see doctor.. we didn't manage to go and see her.. her mum brought her home le.. so sorry.. then after tat.. accompany huiyi to the qiwen's chalet.. dun like it there.. bcoz of their behaviour.. and i duno them.. except for huiyi and winnie heng.. i wont say out their behaviour of coz.. not huiyi and winnie's behaviour.. but the guys.. all not gentlemen one.. ask them to send one small girl also so difficult.. in the end.. me and huiyi send her to the bus 31 bus stop.. stupid guys.. reach home quite late..
silly him to think tat i will leave him.. i shall tell everyone tat i wont leave him.. unless really hav no choice.. the dream is juz our thinking.. dun worry too much.. sorry tat i cant go out wif u this sat.. the doc wants me to go back and see him on sat.. to see the result of taking injection.. i will try to make it up for u..
didn't write for a few days le.. i wanna wish SayLay and Jeremy Tham a Happy Belated Birthday here.. may all ur dreams come true.. and to George.. Happy Early Birthday to U!! haha..

scribbled @ 11:18 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Flag Day
today our class had our CIP project done at Bedok interchange there.. a new experience to me.. there's lots of kindred (duno how to spell) out there.. automatic came forward to donate some money.. how nice of them.. some also very generous.. gave lots of money.. thx alot.. everyone learnt tat a Smile speaks all languages.. and i agreed wif tat.. i also learn another thing.. even if ppl dun donate.. we muz still wear tat smile.. tat smile muz always be on.. coz there's lots of ppl looking at us.. if we hav tat smile always.. they may come forward to us without us going to them.. and we can practise smiling too.. haha.. was super-active today.. there's one guy from the St. Patricks Christian Service Care named Anthony.. he so fun to chat wif one.. he looks very young.. though he not young at all.. tok abt me and matt.. funny.. after CIP project.. we went to Safra and play photo hunt.. wif huiyi, chenxi and matt.. its so fun.. so long nv had such fun le.. tats wat i feel.. well.. but there's one bad thing i heard from my good friend.. bad.. and i duno how to react.. totally no expression..
thot of the bible.. turned to Jeremiah.. the one tat Anthony asked me to go and read.. duno how to see the verse.. so duno read where.. still no expression.. currently chatting wif Kelvin through sms.. sian.. tml still got physics.. wanna go to the same old place in sch.. really need to cool down myself.. one day i will juz break down.. or mayb not.. coz i noe my friends will all support me..

scribbled @ 11:42 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Boring day..
nothing much happened today.. keep lying on the bed reading gerlynn's book.. keep feeling uneasy.. duno y.. so happy to see tat i got 4 testi waiting for my approval today.. haha.. the dateable book is getting me to think even more stuff.. hmmm.. thinking alot of stuff.. even those tat i m not suppose to think.. aiyoyo.. spoilt my innocence.. noe lots of stuff lately.. those tat i nv even bother to rmb one.. those which i m not suppose to noe.. too young liao.. haha.. but then.. also good tat i noe abt it.. can stay away from it.. was at my grandma hse.. reading Dateable.. till one chapter.. where it toks abt massage, tickling-flirting and cuddling.. then i realise tat i hav been massaging lots of ppl.. though not like wat the book says.. but its wrong to help guys massage when i m a girl.. tickling other guys were wrong too.. wont tickle other guys liao.. its a mistake learnt.. cuddling.. nv cuddle wif other guys bfore.. so.. dun need to worry abt tat.. haha.. will try not to make the same mistake again..
interested in the book 'Dateable'?? its matt's book.. go lend from him.. its nice.. =)

scribbled @ 11:29 PM


Testi
wah.. juz wrote for lots of ppl testi.. all making me jealous.. they got so many testi.. wat abt me?? can stand aside liao.. haha.. today went to library and marine parade.. wahaha.. nicey.. tried the chemistry homework.. forgot how to do liao.. had lots of difficulties in doing.. can overcome one.. yes.. haha.. meet him at the library.. went to eat lunch first.. my FISHBALL!! haha.. then went to marine parade to buy the card for mr.gabriel.. expensive sia.. haha.. saw 2 male artists there.. the younger one so shuai.. omg.. but who cares.. haha.. i got.. ahem.. yeah.. after tat.. went to the same old place.. some of u may noe.. some duno lar.. go find out urself.. =P was kind of down on the way home from marine parade.. duno wat happened to me..
well.. i oni noe tat.. i m desperate for testimonial now.. haha.. those who read my blog better go write one testi for me.. NOW!! haha.. relax..

scribbled @ 12:05 AM

Friday, September 02, 2005

Mixed up feelings
dun really noe whether i m happy now or sad.. haizz.. juz thot of many things suddenly.. but cant write it in my blog.. mayb i shld create one private one.. where no one noes.. haizz.. stress?? not really.. tire?? not really.. happy?? not really.. sad?? not really.. haizz.. duno me lar.. tml i wanna go library.. anyone want to go also?? i dun mind.. coz really muz pia liao.. cannot afford to fail end of year.. hmmm.. next week holiday le.. not really a holiday to lots of us.. still needs to go back to sch almost everyday.. finally kelvin can settle down and learn piano le.. haha.. me leh.. i want him to teach me le.. i wanna take "accounts", "banking & financial" and "phsycology" (duno how to spell) haha.. but duno poly tat take this much course anot.. and then.. ppl keep telling me to aim higher.. hav a higher target.. which is go JC and not poly.. hmmm.. mayb.. well.. muz see how i do for my O levels first.. haha.. had lots of fun today.. hmmm.. cannot say.. haha.. at tat secret place.. somewhere in sch.. =P well.. ppl out there.. dun get too upset over ur results.. juz work harder.. we will all work harder together.. jia you!

scribbled @ 11:07 PM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Badminton
went to play badminton wif my family and friends today.. haha.. had lots of fun.. and today is a good day.. haha.. hope tml will be too.. cannot find the piano score.. muz jia you on finding.. haha.. weilian win the superstar sia.. but all of us noes tat its kelly who won.. junyang better bah.. duno.. haha.. well.. found something interesting juz now.. wanna share wif all of u out there.. well.. its a wedding song.. haha.. cute..

There is Love
He is now to be among you
at the calling of your hearts
Rest assured this troubadour
is acting on His part.
The union of your spirits, here,
has caused Him to remain
for whenever two or more of you
are gathered in His name
there is Love, there is Love.

Well, a man shall leave his mother
and a woman leave her home
and they shall travel on to where
the two shall be as one.
As it was in the beginning
is now and til the end
Woman draws her life from man
and gives it back again.
And there is Love, there is Love.

Well then what's to be the reason
for becoming man and wife?
Is it love that brings you here
or love that brings you life?
And if loving is the answer,
then who's the giving for?
Do you believe in something
that you've never seen before?
Oh there is Love, there is Love.

Oh the marriage of your spirits here
has caused Him to remain
for whenever two or more of you
are gathered in His name
there is Love, there is Love.

scribbled @ 11:08 PM


Luck
my new hairstyle is giving me luck.. haha.. first the physics proj got 1st in class.. got free movie tickets.. wahaha.. then wat?? haha.. duno.. :P nany nany poo poo.. happy.. happy for my friends.. happy for everything arounds me.. i siao liao.. nvm.. haha.. good luck!! anyway.. Happy Belated Teachers' Day to all the teachers out there!

scribbled @ 8:20 PM