Unhappy
well.. quite unhappy today.. coz of him.. wat kind of attitude is tat.. i duno whether i shld write this or not.. juz tat i m very unhappy.. well.. today went back to school for a maths lesson.. haha.. was fun playing wif mingyu.. running here and there.. then after tat.. anni, wy and huiyi came to my hse to watch vcd.. and make photos.. wahaha.. the show.. the one tat i wanted to buy bfore.. Windstruck.. pinkies.. haizz.. sad story..
yesterday was the celebration for my grandma, uncle and cousin's bdae.. haha.. its a celebration for those who are born in the month of october.. i put make up.. haha.. so long nv put le.. so fun.. playing wif my mum and sister wif those make ups.. went to a very high class restaurant.. haha.. can sing karaoke also.. haha.. very high yesterday.. after tat went to play bowling.. i played till so lousy.. haha..
well.. gonna go and make my movie.. fun.. haha.. huiyi making the picture for the 5 of us.. at first is mingyu do one.. but huiyi wants to change it.. i hav no comments to it.. as long as its nice lor.. haha.. will publish it up to my blog and friendster once its done.. yeah.. see yeah guys..
Happy Deepavali!!
haha
scribbled @ 8:22 PM
Sian
today was meet the parents day.. haha.. so happy.. this time i dun need to ask my parents go see teacher.. haha.. chatted wif cherene's mum today.. a nice long chat.. haha.. her mum is a very nice person to talk to.. well.. its all misunderstanding.. cant say much also.. promise her mum not to tell anyone.. cant break the promise.. haha.. well.. now my mind is blank.. duno wat to write.. see yeah guys..
scribbled @ 10:56 PM
Love
was watching "Top on the Forbidden City" this whole afternoon.. well.. juz found out tat i hav been lacking sth in my life.. i didnt do my best in lots of things.. i didn't put enough love in my studies, music and dancing.. i believe tat if i were to put more love into all these.. i will be able to do well for it.. but how?? i also realise tat i didn't love my friends enough.. which is i nv care for them tat much at all.. how disappointing i m.. i muz try to learn to care more for my friends.. i m glad tat i watch this show.. it show wat i lack of.. and wat i always wanted.. i m still keen on finding my prince le.. but i m also keen to find my happiness.. i wanna put love into things and ppl i shld give.. duno whether i hav enough detemination to do it mah.. everyone wants to be love.. and wants to feel tat other ppl needs her love.. or else.. she will feel very lonely.. even if she has lots of friends around her.. she is still in a corner of her heart.. with darkness surrounding her..
i feel tat me and him had drifted apart.. far far apart.. i can longer no feel the care he has for me.. and he asked me sth today.. i really duno how to answer.. afraid.. hiding myself up.. the problem between us haven been solve yet.. wait later tat problem arise again.. then.. i also duno..
haven been feeling tat well lately.. appetite gone down lots.. today my friend's mum thot tat i m on a diet.. weird.. do i look as if i m on a diet?? but i m not.. haven been getting enough sleep.. keep having sleepless nights.. i also duno y.. haizz.. and then still coughing.. haven ok yet.. one week le.. long hor.. duno izzit bcoz its raining everyday.. tat cause my health to be like this.. haizz.. hope my health will get better soon..
went to kbox yesterday.. was fun.. shouted lots.. one of the cause for my cough.. it was fun.. wy was damn high.. haha.. well.. juz receive one sms.. duno how to react to it.. hav i fall for another guy?? or hav i not?? i m not sure myself.. if i there's someone tat treat me as good as how Qing Tian treat Xiao Ying.. i will be glad.. hav been keeping lots of stuff to myself.. wanna find a real friend.. juz one.. and its enough.. but i also duno who tat person is.. i hav sisters.. which i shld share my secrets wif them.. but.. lots of things hav happened.. and i hav sth keeping inside my heart.. perhaps oni winnie.w noes wat i m thinking.. but she's so far away in Australia.. i want a friend tat can be by my side always.. a true friend.. closer than my sisters.. can i find tat person?? its hard.. the closest to me now are my sisters.. but.. haizz.. oni winnie.w noes wat i m thinking.. y isn't she here??
hav lots of things in my mind now.. having headache.. wanna go rest le.. take care guys..
scribbled @ 9:21 PM
New Target for my Prince!!
wahaha.. this title attracts u all?? i so excited now.. same wif shuqi.. muz find wif her.. my prince!! wahaha.. my prince hor.. muz be good in dancing.. jazz dancing.. hip hop.. hmmm.. still got wat?? well.. good in all the dance better.. haha.. very hot now.. haha.. wah lao.. darren damn no taste lor.. he list out a whole list of guys.. saying which kind of dance they like.. haha.. so yucky lor.. disgusting.. all the guys they list out all fat fat one.. haha.. gary keep pour cold water on me.. hmph.. haha.. lucky i got join the jazz dancing in november.. one of the course ms.pua listed out for the Beatty drama.. haha.. so excited.. wish tat i can quickly go and learn.. haha.. well.. going to go and watch the show le.. see yeah!!
scribbled @ 8:00 PM
Sad
haizz.. a big thing happened today.. cant say.. shhh... haizz.. juz hope tat everyone is fine.. wish tat all these didn't happen.. haizz.. next one will be who?? hope there isn't anymore le.. well.. today.. huiyi also sad.. she remember hers.. i remember mine.. both sad.. oni tat jeremy.. still laugh here laugh there..
scribbled @ 9:24 PM
Results back + Sick
woohoo!! results back le.. haha.. kind of happy.. my parents and god-siblings and god parents all happy.. wahaha.. siao liao.. bcoz of my english lar.. tats y so happy.. haha.. well.. nv update for quite a few days le.. yeah.. was playing throughout.. or else not at home.. busy hor.. haha.. went to the beach yesterday wif my family.. haha.. so long nv had so much fun.. my dad very bad leh.. throw at me the dead crab.. nearly cry.. so disgusting.. yucks.. but the crab very poor thing.. climbed the spiderweb again.. haha.. first to reach the top again!! after playing.. went to the free toilet.. haha.. so dirty and smelly.. cant stand it.. haha.. then later went to eat dinner.. so full.. long time nv eat tat much le.. haha.. well.. now so bored.. duno where to go.. sian.. perhaps the library later.. yeah.. see yeah..
Answer for the previous lame question
Q: Why is the sea blue??
A: Cause the fishes always go blluuee blluuee blluuee under the water..
wahaha
scribbled @ 11:22 AM
Sick..
wah.. sick now.. having sore throat.. to me leh.. i feel tat i hav fever.. sian.. no voice now.. then today play bball.. make until my hand pain.. wah.. feeling really bad now.. but.. no matter wat.. i die die also will crawl to sch tml.. tml ms.tan going to let us check all our marks.. cannot dun go.. well.. my results shld be still not bad bah.. but i very happy this time.. coz my english passed.. and pass quite good.. first time leh.. 64/100.. haha.. my mum very happy also.. aiyaya.. happy also got price to pay one.. nvm.. i m willing to pay this price of being sick juz to receive good results.. haha.. see yeah..
scribbled @ 10:00 PM
Getting back results.. Day 1 & 2
well.. yesterday.. we got back our chinese paper.. tats the paper i m proud of.. haha.. well.. not really the paper.. to be more exact.. shld be the chinese oral marks.. so happy sia.. juz to say.. i passed my chinese paper this end of year.. yeah..
today the results not really tat good.. but i love chem.. haha.. coz got quite high marks.. and i m very happy wif it.. yeah.. though not as good as mid yeah.. in fact.. all my results hav droped.. i failed my add maths.. and my sisters too.. well.. dun be sad le.. juz work harder together next year.. yeah.. we can make it to 'O' Levels.. tats for sure.. Geo was a disaster.. and can u believe it?!?! tat our class oni hav less than 10 ppl passed geo!! haha.. but i m not really surprise tat ms.james' class didn't do tat well.. coz we really dun understand wat she was teaching.. and her lessons were boring.. anni did quite well sia.. so proud of her.. keep up the good work!! haha..
juz hope tat the papers we receive back tml will be done quite well.. yeah..
Lame question for my friends..
Q: Why is the sea blue??
scribbled @ 10:07 PM
Memories Returned
juz read finished one fanfic.. tat story reminds me of me and him.. those happy memories i had wif him.. haizz.. but i hav also learnt how to self control.. and i noe tat i cant go back to him anymore.. lots of stuff are parting as apart.. i dun want to get hurt.. no good will be done to us wif we stay together again.. both will get hurt equally.. so i wont continue to dream abt patching up.. i m moving on.. and i want him to move on too.. and i m sure tat my sisters and friends will go through this wif me.. no matter wat.. yeah..
*-* Friendship *-*
A place where feelings are always respected,
Troubles are always treated gently,
Tears never need apologies,
Troubles are always treated gently,
Tears never need apologies,
And caring is at the heart of everything.
scribbled @ 10:27 AM
Busy Day
wahaha.. today.. went out wif my family to causeway point.. walked through lots of shops.. but didn't get the clothes i like.. sad.. then went wif huiyi and jeremy to orchard.. to me more specific.. we went to far east.. walked the whole shopping mall.. haha.. also cannot find the clothes i want.. either too expensive leh.. or not suitable for me.. haha.. then went to This Fashion.. was in there very long.. poor Jeremy.. haha.. too bad.. very tire.. but still dun wanna sleep.. haha.. see yeah..
scribbled @ 11:08 PM
Our own Sports Day
haha.. yesterday was our own sports day.. played wif badminton and basketball.. except tat i nv play badminton.. was fun.. there were huiyi, wenyao, mingyu, shuqi, jeremy, gary, darren.. fun hor.. haha.. well.. duno wat to write le.. haha.. later tonight then write again..
Some gifts you hold in your hand... Some you hold in your heart <3
scribbled @ 8:40 AM
Exams Over Le!!
haha.. yesterday was the last paper.. the paper tat i dislike the most.. ART!! haha.. i hate art!! haha.. i m bad at painting.. if drawing leh.. i still can.. aiyaya.. since exams over le.. then dun wanna tok abt it le.. yesterday after art exam.. we went to plaza singapura to take neoprint.. super nice sia.. haha.. but then.. anni not wif us.. got ncc meeting.. haizz.. sad.. show u all the neoprints.. the 3 i like most..
then went shopping tat carefour.. bought lots of stuff.. show u all the receipt.. haha..
y we bought so much?? haha.. coz we wanna go esplanade and hav picnic.. funny right.. haha.. then me and mingyu went to the library at the esplanade to photocopy piano scores.. super shuang.. got 3 new pieces for me to play.. wahaha.. after tat.. we went to fetch anni.. the taxi fare was $9.50 when we reached jeremy's hse.. stupid jeremy.. nv help me pay the taxi fare.. broke liao lar.. haha.. but its worth it if i can spend it wif my sisters.. as long as they are happy and i m happy.. yeah.. benjamin and clarence was there too.. at jeremy's hse.. jeremy's mum very nice sia.. even cook dinner for us.. haha.. but i cant eat.. i m a vegetarian.. wahaha.. his bro very dao.. but his sis very fun to play wif.. haha.. benjamin and clarence ps me.. left me go home by myself.. sian..
today leh.. went out also.. haha.. went to j8 to eat swensen.. delicious.. my first time.. shared a bowl of ice cream wif huiyi.. coz very ex.. tat bowl cost us $6.80.. ex hor.. i show u all the receipt.. haha.. quite faint.. but i box up the total cost.. for a better view..
ex hor.. but its worth it.. coz we really had lots of fun.. then went to take neoprints again!! haha.. but this time.. i oni like one pic oni.. we use the latest machine.. haha.. got blowing effect one.. make it very natural.. coz the wind was blowing at our hair.. haha.. fun sia.. show u the best pic..
nice?? haha.. wy left us earlier to go find her mama.. then we went to mingyu's hse first to take my piano score.. then they go to my hse.. had a nice long chat.. gary came also.. funny.. my bro keep bullying him.. haha.. so ke lian.. wanna change my blog skin.. but didn't hav the chance to do it.. haha.. wait bah.. well hav fun everyone!! see yeah!
scribbled @ 8:10 PM
Exams gonna finish!!
wahaha.. left 3 more subjects to go.. then free le.. haha.. no lar.. still got next year's 'o' level.. boring.. today suppose to go study wif huiyi and winnie.. well.. at first wif huiyi oni.. then suddenly dun feel like going.. got reason behind lar.. dun ask sia.. my mum bought a mp3.. wahaha.. so happy.. forgotten whether i hav write abt my mp3 liao mah.. though not very good.. coz cannot make ur your playing.. kind of troublesome.. yeah.. but still can store 13,000 songs.. wif a memory of 20GB.. wahaha.. wanna do lots of stuff after exam.. wanna go ice skating.. wanna skate like those beautiful dancers on ice.. so cool.. so amazing.. then wanna go kbox too.. haha.. then watch movie.. CORPSE BRIDE!! haha.. looks so nice.. well.. mum needs to use com.. see yeah..
scribbled @ 2:23 PM
Stress
Exam period now.. Everyone also feeling so stress.. alot of things hav change.. haizz.. now also duno wat to write.. well.. these few days.. i keep playing bball wif huiyi, jeremy, benjamin and darren.. haha.. fun playing sia.. getting thinner as days goes by.. mayb bcoz of too much stress bah.. my appetite getting smaller and smaller everyday.. dun feel like eating somemore.. haha.. duno wat happened.. well.. today is Jeremy Tan's (3e2)Birthday.. haha.. Happy Birthday To YOu. this week got lots of bdae babies.. haha.. Liying.. Serly.. WanYun.. Jeremy.. Willie.. wah.. broke.. dun ask for presents!! haha.. my mum juz bought a new mp3.. haha.. in the end also i use.. coz oni i noe how to insert song into the mp3.. wahaha.. so nice.. can store around 13,000 songs.. has a memory of 20GB.. wahaha.. siao liao.. end of year test very tough sia.. did study.. but still duno how to do.. sian.. see yeah..
scribbled @ 10:03 AM
